"MY MINDS MADE UP ABOUT YOU
DECDICATION TO PAPI"
For once after over a year Im seeing with clear sight
my eyes have been opened and my thoughts in my mind, lightened
I know that I have been wrong before and that I havent been there
I was so in love with him that I ignored the obvious
I almost missed out on something or should I say someone special
you have me feeling high on something that I cant explain
I like the way I feel when Im with you
I feel like you wrote the manual about how to treat a lady
when I first met you I thought that you were a nice person to talk
but ever since we spent time together
Im so into you
you put a smile on my face and give me a laugh from my soul
and when Im acting shy you respect my wishes
I see the way you look at me and I look away and smile looking
down at my feet
I look at the way you lick your sexy lips and I swear I get shivers
and I try not to melt when our eyes meet
we agreed to just be friend and to not ruin our friendship
but the way you hold me isnt the way a friend would
my friends ask me whats going on between us
and I just smile and say
if you only knew
they look at us together and I know they know
but not sure if we know, do we?
I love the way you call me baby
and I reply with papi
you have listened to me cry and complain
you always have good advice
weve known each other for several months now
and I feel like we have known each other for years
although now I dont know how I feel about him
Im sure about how I feel about you.
"HOW CAN I COMPARE?"
How can I compare to a spring morning with all its splendor and glory?
How can I compare to something so powerful that a woman like me can catch up?
Have you ever looked at the stars at night and just said to yourself
"They look so close and I can touch them if I try hard enough"?
Thats how I felt about you at one time
I look at you now and I see a future so close yet its so far off
I wanted to be there for you no matter what happened
At one time I felt that friendship would be the best thing but lately just thinking
about you just brings tears to my eyes
I hate the way I feel when I think about you
I hate the way you just up and decided that you needed to hurt me to be a good
I was seeing a future that you just werent seeing too
I feel so foolish and ashamed to say that I was falling in love with you
You made me feel so good inside
Now I have to accept that Im a loser and youre a winner
I lost you and you gained something that you yearned for
I hope you fall in love and begin a new with someone special
How can I compare to your freedom?
I realized that I cant because in order for me to compare to these things I
have to be God
And only he knows why you treated me like you did